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A Pandemic of Covid, A Pandemic of Hatred

~by Rukmini Walker

June 1, 2020

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“A riot is the language of the unheard”

Dr. Martin Luther King Jr

Within the pandemic of covid, a pandemic of hatred is taking an equally toxic toll.

We need a pandemic of healing, a pandemic of change of heart, a pandemic systemic change in our collective consciousness.

Over so many centuries, immigrants came to this country from everywhere else in great hope. Others were brought here unwillingly, in tears and in chains.

Today, so many are suffering, and so many are dying. 100,000 Americans have now died of the Covid virus. So many others are working to relieve suffering as doctors, nurses, and other care workers. To live in dharma, I can act to diminish my own suffering by trying to relieve the suffering of others, not by compounding them. Scapegoating others for my own suffering is an act of cowardice.

Today, I received this message from a devotee friend, a woman of color, who is also a mother:

“I tell you philosophically I can understand that I’m not this body. However, when I see this ocean of hate and violence, my mind, my heart, my intelligence, my whole being is disturbed. I see the deep sadness in my children’s eyes. There are no words I can use to assure them of their safety. As they leave the house for routine walks, or to just hang out with their friends, I give them a page full of instructions telling them how to shrink their existence so to not make people who are threatened by their black skin uncomfortable. It is appalling. My son says he refuses to accommodate other people’s sickness projected onto him.”

Bhagavad Gita says that whatever a great one does, common people will follow in their footsteps. Can we together try to become truly great?

Can we together try to inspire each other to live in a better way, a different way? Can we try to create a change born out of the pain of this suffering?

Can we speak to incite healing, rather than hate? Can we together breed a climate of seeing the soul existing in every living being of every color, gender and specie?

An infectious honoring of all, a contagious love, a pandemic of healing?

Be safe, be well, and be blessed,

Rukmini Walker

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It’s So Simple, You Could Miss It

~by Rukmini Walker 

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It’s morning. I’m listening to a recording of a talk given in London by my guru, Srila Prabhupada. He often likes to cite parallels from ordinary life experiences, but today, I was struck hearing this one in particular.

He compared the path of Bhakti Yoga to homeopathic medicine. In homeopathic medicine, a remedy is given as an almost undetectable infusion into a tiny sugar pellet.

He said that it’s so simple and painless, that we don’t take it seriously. Where is the bitter medicine? Where is the suffering? Without contortions of our bodies and minds, could we actually access the spirit in realization and joy? It seems improbable and impossible.

To offer my heart and the things I possess to God, or Krsna, seems so simple, so inconsequential, so momentary. Can something so insignificant be so transformative?

In fact, everything that exists is spiritual, or existing in the brahmajyoti (or spiritual effulgence of God). When we try to usurp it or enjoy it separately as our own, it takes on amaterial, illusory quality. But when we offer it back to divinity, it regains its original spiritual quality.

The holy name as a means of approach to God is so freely given in so many of the world’s traditions. It costs nothing but our sincerity and attention. 

[perfectpullquote align="full" cite="" link="" color="" class="" size=""]“…the holy name can cleanse the mirror of the heart and stop the miseries of the blazing fire of material existence…” (Siksastakam, spoken by Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu)[/perfectpullquote]

But the skeptic mind wonders: How could it be so simple and effective as they say?

It’s so simple, you could miss it.

All the best,

Rukmini Walker

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From Seeds to Flowers and Fruits: Progressive Stages of Loving Devotion

~by Rukmini Walker

To begin to advance on the path of Bhakti is compared to a tiny seed of faith (sraddha) that sprouts into a creeper that grows up and winds around the Tree of Life, which in many of the world's traditions is identified with God. The process of hearing and chanting the holy name of Krsna is considered to be the daily watering process of this little creeper.The tiny seed of faith inspires one to seek to hear from persons who are elevated on the spiritual path (sadhu sanga). In the next stage, one takes shelter of a particular spiritual teacher, and accepts instruction in the process of devotional service (bhajana-kriya).By serving under such guidance, one gradually becomes freed from material attachment (anartha-nivritti), attains steadiness in self-realization (nistha), and acquires a taste for hearing about the Absolute Personality of Godhead, Sri Krsna (ruci).

 Click here for larger image:  Madhura-kadambini-1Ed-chart

*Image from PureBhakti.com

This taste leads one forward to attachment for Krsna consciousness (asakti), which is matured in bhava, or the beginning stage of love of God. Real love of God is called prema, the highest perfected stage of life.At this stage, the creeper blooms with delicious fruits and fragrant flowers of rasa, or relationship with Krsna, in peace, service, friendship, maternal love or finally, in conjugal, or romantic love.Let us begin to cultivate this sacred creeper of devotion in our hearts!All the best,Rukmini Walker

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Living In The Season: Spring

Here is a deep meditation on entering into the Spring season, written by my sister, Susan and her husband George. They live in central coastal Maine where the Spring arrives later than many places of the world. Susan practices Five Element Acupuncture and what they offer here is informed by the wisdom of her practice. May you unfold into Spring with grace and harmony! ~ All the best, Rukmini Walker


~by Susan Weiser Mason & George Mason

Here in Damariscotta Mills, the alewives have returned, the star magnolias are in full bloom, and a delicate halo of yellowish green is emerging in the hardwood canopy. The arrival of Spring brings a welcome and magnificent surge of energy that speaks confidently of renewal. And not a moment too soon! So now that we are here, what is the invitation of this season?My hope for this periodic letter will encourage observation of the seasons throughout this coming year. Using the lens and practice of Five Element Acupuncture, I will be following this seamless flow of change, and I hope you will follow along with me. By drawing attention to how every season does, in fact, have an energetic texture that presents opportunities and tasks, we may come to know once again how to live in harmony with this, our very own Spring, unfolding right here, right now.This is a really good time to initiate. What do you want to clear out, internally and externally? What would you like to see happen this year? Spring invites a new start. We make a plan and we begin to implement. There is, for instance, the decision to plant, and then we put the seed into the ground. Literally or metaphorically, this is what Spring is asking of us. Be assured, the energy of this season will support you in your push to begin, your desire to engage, whether it is trying new things or making changes.Some of us may feel we just don’t have the get up and go to meet this dramatic shift after Winter, but waking up to Spring is really worth the effort! Not planting the real or metaphoric seed now has a ripple effect throughout the entire year. There may not be time for the germinated seed to mature in the full expansion of summer, or for it to ripen and be ready by Fall. So then there may not be a harvest. Without having secured a harvest, it is difficult to let go into the winter, as we are called to do. Lack of reserves undermines our ability to embrace the opportunity that Winter offers; rest and rejuvenation. So when Spring finally does come around again, is it any wonder that many feel depleted, and are challenged to marshal reserves of our own? No season is more important than any other. They are all completely interdependent, with each season having its own emphasis, voice, and requirements. Spring’s clarion call is to begin. Coming into balance with this season, is one way to experience what health actually looks like.Trees are anchored by strong roots that support upward growth. They flower, leaf out, and express themselves in all their glory. This is the emphatic energy of Spring. Winds may blow, rains may pour down, but trees are irrepressible, and determined to grow upward. We too are like a tree reaching towards the sun. What do you need to help you grow right now; to fully express yourself? What has been just waiting and longing to be changed? On another note, many folks are reporting feeling anxious these days. Part of this may have to do with a political climate that is unsettled, and the confrontational way groups are relating to one another. But whatever the reason may be, this anxiety is affecting our overall communal health. Being attentive and responsive to Nature’s guidance, especially now, is deeply grounding, and can help dispel feelings of resignation.In closing, a little Spring cleaning is in order. Its time to let go of the heavier diet of winter, and replace it with a lighter one with lots of Spring bitters like dandelion greens, spinach and arugula, scallions and chives. All of these foods help cleanse the body and support Spring renewal. And last but not least, what a wonderful time to rise early and take a walk, being nourished by the promise of this season.


Susan Weiser Mason and Traditional Acupuncture are located in Damariscotta Mills / Nobleboro. She has been practicing since 1986.www.susanacupuncture.com.George Mason is an artist and acupuncturist. www.georgemasonart.com

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The Appearance Day of the Half Lion, Half Man Avatar

by Rukmini Walker

In this world there’s a tension between those who act to uplift the world, and those who exploit others thinking they will rise by pushing others down.

The Appearance of the Half Man/Half Lion avatar Nara (man) Simha (lion) is a drama showing the universal dichotomy between those who try to exploit and subjugate others; and those who act for universal harmony and the welfare of all.

Spiritual vision means to see that the same individual quality of soul within me is present in all other living beings also. If I cause pain to others, that pain will revert back to me.

This great tale unfolds in the seventh book (or canto) of the Srimad Bhagavatam, or the Bhagavat Purana.

The King Hiranyakasipu (his name means gold and soft beds-nothing wrong with having cash and soft cushions, but when that’s our only concern, it becomes a problem…) has usurped the kingdoms of earth and the heavenly planets. Even the demigods, the universal controllers, bowed to him.

But while he was away performing yogic austerities with evil intentions, his pregnant wife was taken by the saint, Narada Muni to his ashram. Narada instructed Kaiyadu, the mother, and Prahlada Maharaj, the child in her womb, in the wisdom of Bhakti Yoga.

Little Prahlada Maharaj—having heard from a great sadhu even before his birth—is born saintly and peaceful. He only aspires to hear, chant and remember the glories of the Lord. By the age of five, Prahlada is the antithesis of everything his father lives and believes.

His father, the original child abuser, forces his wife to attempt to poison their son, so domestic abuse raises an ugly head here as well.

The culmination of the story is when the Lord appears to vanquish the evil father, and rescue his saintly son.

When Lord Nrisimhadev asks Prahlada Maharaj what benediction he would like, the child bhakta replies, “For myself, I want nothing, but please give liberation to my father”.

It’s a long and fascinating history, which I hope you will read in Srimad Bhagavatam Canto Seven, Chapters Two through Ten.

The sublime consciousness of Prahlada Maharaj is revealed in his prayer in Srimad Bhagavatam. Here’s a paraphrase:

[perfectpullquote align="full" cite="" link="" color="" class="" size=""]May the entire universe be blessed with peace and good hope. May everyone driven by envy and enmity be pacified and reconciled. May all living beings develop abiding concern for the welfare of others. May our own hearts and minds be filled with purity and serenity. May all these blessings flow naturally from this supreme benediction: May our attention become spontaneously absorbed in the rapture of pure love unto the transcendent Lord. (SB 5.18.9)[/perfectpullquote]

Today—be safe, be well, and be blessed to imbibe this pure consciousness,

Rukmini Walker

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Festival of the Holy Name Pandemic Kirtan

~by Rukmini Walker

Mohini Ekadasi, May 3, 2020

Today is Mohini Ekadasi. The Ekadasi days fall every eleven days from the waning to the waxing moon. Ekadasi is a special day for receiving blessings and empowerment on the spiritual path.

On the path of Bhakti, devotees observe Ekadasi by fasting completely, or fasting from grains and beans, or just eating fruit, or juice. Astrologically there is special power on this day, that comes twice in a month. So to save time, usually taken up by eating, and also to save food grains in the mood of sharing with others, this day is observed.

Today is particularly special because today marks the completion of 360 hours of continuous kirtan (chanting of the Holy Names of Lord Krsna) that began on the last Ekadasi day, last April 18th, and circled the globe by 360 degrees.

During this time, that began as a tiny inspiration, millions of people (7.2 million at one count) have taken part in this continuous kirtan, with the intention of blessing, and sending healing to our world.

Sound travels in the ether, and so often the ether is contaminated by lies and propaganda coming from those with ulterior motives to control and deceive. In order to purify and uplift the world during this time of pandemic, this blessing kirtan was conceived. Today, upon its completion, this kirtan has garlanded the earth with Prema Nam Sankirtan, or the chanting of the Holy Name, offered in a mood of divine love.

Here is a verse from the Padyavali of Srila Rupa Goswami, in glorification of the chanting of the Holy Name:

[perfectpullquote align="full" cite="" link="" color="" class="" size=""]May Krsna’s holy name, which is a reservoir of all transcendental happiness, the destruction of Kali-yuga’s sins, the most purifying of all purifying things, the saintly person’s food as he traverses the path to the spiritual world, the pleasure-garden where the voices of the greatest saints, philosophers, and poets play, the life of the righteous, and the seed of the tree of religion, bring transcendental auspiciousness to you all.  (author unknown)[/perfectpullquote]

Be safe, be well, and be blessed,

Rukmini Walker

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Leaning in, or Leaning Out?

~by Rukmini Walker~

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“Let us not squander this hour of our pain” (Rilke)

There’s a fleeting sense of relief when I indulge my anger to explode at another person. Usually quickly followed by a sweeping regret. What have I said or done? How has a valued relationship been shattered by my rash word or action?

Right now many of us are on edge, worried about finances or family members, or ourselves who may be sick or concerned about getting sick. Some of us have suffered losses of family members or friends.

How are you feeling today? Are you feeling angry, frustrated, or alone?

Right now we can lean in to fear or despair, or try to lean in to find shelter in higher places, deeper places of wisdom. There are verses in wisdom books like Bhagavad Gita you can read and immediately feel the solace they offer. For example, this one from Bhagavad Gita, Chapter Two, verse 70:

[perfectpullquote align="full" cite="" link="" color="" class="" size=""]"A person who is not disturbed by the incessant flow of desires— that enter like rivers into the ocean, which is ever being filled but is always still— can alone achieve peace, and not the one who strives to satisfy such desires."[/perfectpullquote]

My guru, Srila Prabhupada, in times of difficulty, would often chant the Prayers of Queen Kunti, given in Srimad Bhagavatam, canto one, chapter eight, verses eighteen through forty-three. Or whole chapters of Bhagavad Gita, or the mantras of Sri Isopanisad. Of course, in the West, for centuries, people have found shelter repeating the Psalms, the ecstatic prayers of King David.

There are zoom calls right now where you can find online sanga, reading, and discussing sacred books, like the daily podcast called Wisdom of the Sages, which you can find on YouTube.

There are also sangas of chanting in kirtan*, such as the kirtans being posted by Jahnavi Harrison being posted daily from her home, during this time of lockdown; and other kirtans on Zoom where many, sometimes hundreds or thousands of people are participating.Right now, we can each choose to lean in to grace, to the light; or to lean out into fear, despair, or anger, and darkness.

[perfectpullquote align="full" cite="" link="" color="" class="" size=""]"Do not be daunted by the enormity of the world’s grief. Do justly, now. Love mercy, now. Walk humbly, now. You are not obligated to complete the work, but neither are you free to abandon it."  (an interpretive translation of Talmudic texts)[/perfectpullquote]

Be safe, be well, and be blessed,

Rukmini Walker

*kirtan is a practice of mantra meditation by singing the holy names of God, by oneself and often with friends or community.

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Which Face of the Goddess Do We Wish To See?

~by Rukmini Walker

"Grief and gratitude are kindred spirits, each pointing to the beauty of what is transient and given to us by grace." (Patricia Campbell Carlson)

We’re living in a time of paradox. The pandemic has trespassed all national borders. Tragically, thousands have died, and many more are ill or fighting for oxygen. The world is in lockdown, and we don’t know how or when it will end.

Yet, with humans locked up, Bhumi Devi, Mother Earth appears to be on hiatus, rejuvenating herself, taking her time to heal. We’re also being forced to take a “time out” to reflect on where we’ve gone wrong, to pause to reexamine our lives and our patterns of behavior.

Many people are reaching out to others, realizing our interconnectivity, and thinking more cosmically about their lives and their impact on the world.

In Delhi, where particle pollution has fallen by 60%, daytime blue skies are seen overhead, and at night, residents are seeing stars in the sky for the first time in a decade.

The mountains of the Himalayas are now visible from a distance for the first time in years.

The Yamuna river, who is considered a goddess in India, is also blue again, flowing unimpeded by industrial waste.

It appears we’ve been given a choice: what do we want a post-pandemic world to look like? Or which face of the goddess do we want to see?

To live in dharma, is to live simply, in goodness, in harmony with the earth and in gratitude for her bounty. And to know that we share this earth with unlimited living beings of all species, who are equally entitled to that bounty.

To live in greed, usurping more than our allotted share of nature’s gifts, causes imbalance and upheaval to ourselves, to others and to the earth.

God’s energy is divine and works under His direction. We are also His energy, and meant to live in cooperation and love.

When we coexist in harmony, we see the smiling face and blessing hand of the goddess, as Sri Radha, dancing beside her beloved, Sri Krsna, and inviting us to join them in Their divine lila.

When we choose greed, vying for more than our share, we face the anger of Goddess Durga, wielding weapons in her many hands, riding on her fierce tiger. Her weapons strike us with the miseries of this world,  as just reward for our arrogant exploitation.

Which face of the goddess do we want to see? Which future will we choose for a post-pandemic world?

Be safe, be well, and be blessed,

Rukmini Walker

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“There Is No Greater Love…”

~by Rukmini Walker

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“There is no greater love than to lay down one’s life for one’s friends.” (John 15.13) 

Dear Friends,

I write to you today on Friday, April 10th. It is Good Friday. What is good about Good Friday?

Today is the day that’s observed as the day Jesus was crucified.  The day he made the greatest sacrifice: to lay down his life for his friends, and for the world.

Today I am praying in gratefulness for the many such good and selfless people in our society, all over the world during the covid-19 pandemic who are giving their lives, risking their lives to help others, who so often they don’t even know.

Could I do this? Could you? I don’t know. But these are the people who uplift our world. They are shining points of light on the horizon of this world who lead us to become better versions of ourselves, whatever we may be.

Victor Frankl said that in some ways suffering ceases to be suffering at the moment it finds a meaning, such as the meaning of sacrifice.

[perfectpullquote align="full" cite="" link="" color="" class="" size=""]"Seeds of faith are always within us; sometimes it takes a crisis to nourish and encourage their growth." -Susan L. Taylor[/perfectpullquote]

 Today on this Good Friday, can we be inspired to be more good than we have been?

Be safe, be well, and be blessed,

Rukmini Walker

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The Quest for Wholeness

In honor of the appearance day of Bhakti Tirtha Swami which was several weeks ago, here is a message from him about honoring relationships.  All the best, Rukmini Walker


~ From the book, Spiritual Warrior 2, by Bhakti Tirtha Swami ~

"Two whole personalities who come together have the opportunity to develop a strong relationship. They are not excessively dominant or dependent, nor do they manipulate each other to shore up their insecurities. Such people do not behave like beggars, looking for someone to rob or perform miracles for them.  Even if they ultimately fail to attract a partner, they will not feel lost, because they appreciate everything that the Lord has done for them. Instead of trying to acquire something for themselves, they will want to share with others.  In such a state they come to resemble -- in their own small way -- the reservoir of Divinity, the Supreme Personality of Godhead, who radiate Love to everyone."

 

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Shh Be Still

~by Denise Mihalik

It was the day of my senior undergraduate voice recital.  I was both terrified and excited, as I wasn’t used to performing in public as a soloist.   When I stepped onto the stage, I looked out and saw an audience full of friends and family.  Full.My heart beat strongly as my accompanist began to play.  All were curious to see what I had to offer, as most didn’t know that I could sing, nonetheless offer a full recital.  I don’t remember many details except for the special encore surprise that I had planned.  My dad was a closet song writer and one of his songs touched my heart deeply.  My accompanist and I presented it as my encore.The words:“Today I will change, but I don’t know where to start.  It is my wish the Lord will calm my heart.  Days of silence and obsession, nights of trouble and despair, me on my knees asking simply please, dear God, do you care?And the answer came…Shh be still, shh be still and listen to your heart.These words, thirty years later, still float through my mind.  As I bring meditation to those who are either new or struggling with the practice, I hear about the fear, unease, and trouble with being still.I’m reminded of this quote from The Infinite Way by Joel Goldmith“That which we term our humanhood must be still so as to be a clear transparency through which your infinite individual Self may appear, express or reveal itself.”Beautiful quote, but again, how do we find that stillness?  Simply by beginning a practice.  And doing it the next day and the day after that.For with as much activity that we have in our mind and system, how can we expect that just a few minutes of trying to be still will be enough?   But it starts with that one conscious breath.  And moves to a second one.  And when the mind wanders, we simply bring it back to the next conscious breath.Today, as we are being thrust out of our familiar routine and feelings of safety into the unknown, it’s almost as if we are being deeply encouraged to find a place of stillness and reflection.Here’s a second quote to ponder from the same source…“You are already that place in consciousness through which infinity is pouring.”And there is a place within you that is always safe.Be still, and listen to your heart.Peace and Light,Denise

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“Social Distancing” What to distance from, and what to hold close?

~by Rukmini Walker

I returned from India over a week ago after traveling there for the last few months. While I was there, I  attended retreats, conferences, weddings,  meetings, and gatherings of many people in the densely populated subcontinent. Sometimes in a temple there would be a thousand or more worshippers attending an aarti* ceremony. Our happiness doubles and triples when it’s shared.

Today, in order to flatten the curve of the spread of the corona virus, we’re being asked to take precaution and observe social distancing. As humans, we are social beings, and social distancing is so contrary to our nature. We meet to share our lives, our thoughts, our joys and pains; to break bread together, to laugh, to dance, to tell each other stories…

There is also an epidemic of loneliness in the world today.  The UK has appointed Tracey Crouch as the Minister of Loneliness. Research has shown that loneliness and social isolation can be as damaging to physical health as smoking 15 cigarettes a day. John Cacioppo, a professor of neuroscience at the University of Chicago, wrote in his book, Loneliness, Human Nature, and the Need for Social Connection:

“We found that loneliness somehow penetrated the deepest recesses of the cell to alter the way genes were being expressed.”

So in order the counteract one epidemic, we are in danger of exacerbating another.

Now as we all go home, to hunker down and bunker down to wait out the fallout of this virus, we can choose to lean out - to the shadow of loneliness and fear… or to lean in - to take deep shelter of love, of meditation, of prayer, of hearing, chanting, remembering uplifting songs and stories of loving pastimes between the Beloved Lord and His most cherished devotees - the saints of all traditions.

In Bhakti, we learn that Sri Krsna, our original Source is a loving Person, our dear-most friend, master, parent, child or lover.  He is a social Being, waiting for us to turn to Him in love.  For so long we have turned away from Him, feeling existential isolation and loneliness. But from today, we are free to again turn our faces toward Him, to try to hear about Him, and chant His name in love.

Maybe these epidemics are meant to be a clarion call to our sleeping minds and hearts… to wake us up to who we really are, to see reality distinguished from illusion for the welfare of us all.

How have holy people of all cultures dealt with suffering? By remembering that they are spirit, in loving relationship with the Supreme Spirit, and not simply these external bodies, in this temporal world.

We are meant for a much higher life, beyond this temporary world of matter. Beyond this world of viruses, and the loneliness of separation from each other, and from our Supreme Beloved. Our sweet Lord Sri Krsna, is ever inviting us to associate with Him in an offering of our love, today, and whenever we choose to turn our faces toward Him in devotion.

All my prayers for you,

Rukmini Walker

*arati: a ceremonial worship of “greeting, or welcoming” the Lord where incense, a light, a flower, and other items representing the elements of the earth are offered to the Deities on the temple altar.

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The Living Temple

by Denise Mihalik

Mahabalipuram, India 2020The pilgrimage itinerary included visits to both living temples and temple ruins. The living temples are beautifully active, alive and vibrant with association, ritual and song. The ruins, although alive long ago, are now just structural remains.On the first few days of pilgrimage, my partner was suffering with a sudden condition that caused so much pain, he was unable to walk. We had to immediately adjust our idea of what the pilgrimage was going to be, both individually and as a couple.On this specific day, as the group headed out to visit the temple ruins, we were hotel-bound, his body demanding rest. Another member of the group, a dear friend, stayed behind, the three of us holding space for each other while the group supported us from afar. As my partner rested, I pondered the unexpected events of the trip so far ¬– life’s challenges catch us wherever we are. We’d traveled halfway across the world only to deal with a sudden health crisis.The itinerary was lost, the visit to the ruins and the living temples cancelled. Despite that, there, in the hotel room, holding space for each other, we experienced a different kind of living temple with no sacred alter, roof or ritual, but rather the connection and flow of love. We experienced the treasure of Divine strength and support as the new, unknown path unfolded.I was reminded that the preciousness of the moment is beyond what the mind labels as sad, scary, painful. The preciousness of the moment says, “Be here, now, fully – allow yourself to feel, love and know that all is well.”The value of living association is wherever we are. The living temple of the Self – filled with love, faith and trust.With gratitude,Denise

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Observations from a Pilgrimage

~by Vegavati devi dasi

I’ve been fortunate enough to spend a couple of weeks in a very ‘happening’ place — Mayapura, in West Bengal, India.  It is the gateway of the International Society for Krishna Consciousness (ISKCON). Though begun in what was a remote village setting, it is fast becoming a spiritual metropolis. Thousands of pilgrims come every month, and work is progressing on the Temple of the Vedic Planetarium (TOVP), which is scheduled to open in 2022.As ISKCON’s international hub, Mayapura is full of various eateries that have sprung up, and many who live in Mayapura share their cuisine with other residents and visitors, making ends meet in the process.My friend and I discovered a lunch spot, open weekdays, where a Lithuanian couple offers a healthy meal at a nominal price. One day, after lunch, I stayed a while and chanted. It was so pleasant, in an undisturbed village type of place. I soon became aware of two boys, playing nearby underneath a tree, speaking a language I couldn’t understand (later confirmed it was Lithuanian). Like characters from the Bhagavad Gita they had bows and arrows. Then I noticed one had climbed quite high in a tree. Boyhood fun. I was chanting on my beads. After some time, I heard one of them singing, over and over and over, a mantra I’d not heard before, different names for God. Acyuta Kesava Krishna Damodara / Namo Narayana Janaki-Pallava. It was so beautiful, and the natural setting so simple, I just thought ‘what a wonderful way to grow up.’ And oddly, it was not at all far removed from Mayapura’s hustle and bustle.Whether one is an extrovert, and becomes enlivened by exchanges with many people, or prefers a quieter, more inward-looking type of environment, or a mix of the two, with sincere desire, one can find a suitable place to move forward in spiritual life, glorifying the Supreme Lord.

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A Wealth of the Spirit

~by Rukmini Walker

Once Mother Teresa said that the poverty she saw in the streets of Kolkata was not as severe as the poverty she saw in Europe and America. What did she mean by that?

She said that the poverty she saw in the Western countries was a poverty of the spirit. A more extreme and insidious poverty than the poverty of hunger, disease or homelessness that she witnessed each day in her compassionate work in the slums of Kolkata.

This is counterintuitive to everything we’ve grown up believing about the American Dream, or wherever you’re from - the dream of an affluent society.

In the past few months, my husband and I have spent time among some very poor and simple people in Bangladesh, India and Cambodia. Being with them causes us to question our own needs and values. How can they live with so little? And with such generosity toward a guest, and with such contentment?

As they give and serve, I say thank you for each small gesture. And they gently reprimand me. “Don’t say thank you. This is our culture. This is our fortune, to serve a guest like you.” Each time, I’m left speechless. How can I reciprocate such kind of love?

I come from a culture where there is a poverty of the spirit, and they are enriched with a wealth of the spirit. I have so much to learn…

All the best,

Rukmini Walker

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The Blind and the Lame Revisited

by Rukmini Walker

A little while ago, I wrote to say that I’m still in India, and that I’ve been walking with crutches for the last six weeks. So, I’ve been slightly lame.

But it’s been a healing kind of lame… A brilliant osteopathic surgeon here in Chennai has had me following his regimen of walking with crutches, while taking vitamins and medicines he prescribes in order to avoid hip replacement surgery that was indicated by the MRI test I had done a month before.

So after six weeks, I went back to see the doctor. He said that his regimen has worked. He gave me more vitamins and meds to continue taking on into the future.

I am amazed and so grateful. It seems that no one in the West has heard of this before. Good medicine, a good doctor and lots of prayer…

When I was on my way to India, a friend said to me, “Oh, you’re going to the land of the techies!” I was surprised. I said, “Well, it used to be known as the land of dharma.”

Here in Chennai, one of the tech centers of India, it is my dharma to be so grateful for the advances of modern medicine and a surgeon with integrity who advised me how to avoid the surgery by which he makes his living.

 Srila Prabhupada wrote in one of his purports that, “Everything is moving, acting, under the supreme desire of Krsna. This consciousness is called Krsna consciousness.”

Who can understand the mysterious ways of the Lord? Sometimes even with the best doctor and the best medicines, a patient does not heal or survive.

Unconditional gratitude would mean gratefulness  even when there has been no healing or no option of survival. As Sri Caitanya says, in the mood of Sri Radha, “…even if He handles me roughly in His embrace.”

There is a beautiful prayer that says:

By the mercy of the Lord, a lame person can climb mountains, a dumb person can speak eloquent words, and a blind person can see the stars in the sky. I offer my respects to such a most merciful Lord.

Now that I can walk again, I can only pray to take each step forward, each day, and each year of my life, in service, in joy and in gratefulness.

 All the best,

Rukmini Walker

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Krsna Becomes the Servant of His Devotee

~by Rukmini Walker

In late December we were in the state of Gujarat in India, and my friends, Sadanandi, her husband, Vamsi Bihari, and their tiny son, Vaisnava, took me to the city of Dakor to visit the famous temple of Ranchor Rai*.

As referenced in the footnote below, this temple celebrates the pastime of Krsna, Who is called Ranchor, or the One Who ran away from the battlefield.

But several thousand years later, in the year 1153, another charming pastime transpired. A simple farmer named Borana lived in the village of Dakor in Gujarat. Every six months, he would walk the four hundred fifty kilometer distance to have the darshan (sacred viewing) of his beloved Deity of Krsna, or Ranchor, in Dwaraka.

He would stay there for a few days, seeing the beauty of his Lord, and then walk the long distance back to his home again. This was his vow and this was his great joy, to visit the Lord of his heart in this way twice each year.

When he reached the age of seventy-two, he again came before his Krsna. He explained that now he was so elderly and could no longer walk the long distance again. The Deity of Krsna spoke to him and instructed him to speak to a certain man who owned an oxcart, and ask if he could borrow the oxcart to go to see his Krsna, or Ranchor. Krsna then instructed Borana that next time you come to see Me, I will come back with you in the oxcart and come to live in your village with you.

The simple farmer, Borana, followed the Lord’s instructions. The man who owned the oxcart agreed, and Borana set off in the oxcart to again go see his Lord.

When he arrived in Dwaraka in the oxcart, the pujaris, or priests of the temple, who has known him for so many years, asked him why he had come in an oxcart this time. The simple farmer told them that Krsna had told him to bring an oxcart and that He would now go with him in the oxcart to live in his village. The pujaris concluded that now the old man has gone mad.

But that night around midnight, after the Deity had been put to rest, and the temple doors had been locked up tight, by the Lord’s mystic power, all the locked doors opened, the heavy Deity of Krsna came out of the temple and came onto the oxcart that had been brought by the farmer, Borana. The oxcart was full of grass, so Borana carefully covered the Lord with grass and they drove away. But due to his age and invalidity, Borana was driving very slowly. Krsna told Borana that He would drive the cart Himself, and they made it to the village of Dakor in one night.

Meanwhile, in the morning, when they went to awaken the Lord in the altar room, the pujaris found Him to be missing. They panicked, but having heard the preposterous story spoken by the farmer, Borana, they suspected him and began the long journey to Dakor to get their Lord back.

Upon reaching Dakor, Krsna instructed Borana to hide Him in the nearby lake and to tell the pujaris when they came that he didn’t know where the Lord was.

To make the long story shorter, when the pujaris rested after their long journey to Dakor, the Lord came in their dreams and told them that it was His desire now to stay there with His loving devotee, Borana. He told them that He would appear in another form in a well in Dwaraka, and after six months, they could find Him there, and take Him to their temple and begin to worship Him there.

And so it happened, that the original Krsna Deity of Dwaraka, originally installed by Vajranab, the great-grandson of Lord Krsna, came Himself driving an oxcart, to live with and be worshiped by His simple devotee, Borana in the village of Dakor.

Krsna is called Bhakta Vatsala, or the One Who loves to serve His devotees. If our hearts become as simple and pure as the farmer, Borana, then we can also taste such a sweet reciprocal relationship. Out of love, the Absolute Truth becomes relative, to enjoy relationships with His devotees as a driver of his cart, as a friend, as a parent, or even as a lover.

Ranchor Rai Kijaya!

All the best,

Rukmini Walker

*(Ranchor means one who ran away from the battlefield. In Chapter 52 of his Krishna Book, Srila Prabhupada narrates the story of Krsna, Who is worshiped as Ranchor. The temple we visited is the temple of Ranchor Rai, which celebrates this beautiful pastime.)

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Taking Refuge

Krishnanandini is a dear god-sister who is in Vrndavan receiving Ayurvedic treatment for advanced cancer, and I was fortunate to visit with her.  Below, Mother Krishnanandini shares a beautiful meditation.  Please keep her in your prayers!  ~All the best, Rukmini Walker


~by Krsnanandini devi dasi

Hare Krsna!

Dear friends, some folks have inquired if I am experiencing pain while undergoing this rather intense healing treatment. And the answer is yes. Increasingly, I am feeling pains in the back, legs, side(waists) and head. I have been assured by the Vaidaji and people who have completed the treatment that these pains are actually signs that the treatment is working. In other words, "No pain, no gain." The Vaidaji (Ayur Vedic doctor) also says that if the pains become too unbearable, I should take some pain relief pills.

There are two other kinds of pain I am feeling for which I cannot find relief through pills or medicine. One is to witness and hear of the suffering of so many people and animals in our world, much of of it brought on by the foolishness, greed and selfishness of others. To hear of the senseless escalation of wars and rumors of wars where lives will be unnecessarily lost. The other is the pain of separation from loved ones.What gives me hope is that our sweet Lord Krsna is aware of all my pains and in Him I have taken refuge. He is the deliverer from the distress, the friend of each of us and He hears the cries of HIs servants.


Krishnanandini devi dasi was brought to Krsna consciousness by her mother as a young teenager along with her other siblings. Her mother was a simple woman and a devout Christian who deeply resonated with the Bhakti perspectives given by Srila Prabhupada in his writings. But when she came to the local temple along with her children, ready to join the community there, she faced bigotry and racism. She was treated as a troublemaker and was turned away.She took her children and put them in the car. She didn't know where to turn, but somehow by the grace of God she was given the intuition to drive all the way to Dallas, Texas. When they arrived there, to their surprise, Srila Prabhupada himself was there visiting. She explained her situation to the temple president there, that she and her children were not welcome at the temple in their hometown of Cleveland. Srila Prabhupada out of his great compassion, that very day gave initiation to her and her children as well. I've always called Krishnanandini's Mom the 'Rosa Parks of ISKCON'.

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The Blind and the Lame

~by Rukmini Walker

"Glory to the all-merciful Radha and Madana-mohana! I am lame and ill advised, yet They are my directors, and Their lotus feet are everything to me."

Caitanya Caritamrita Adi Lila 1.15

 

This verse, stunning in its humility, was spoken by Srila Krsnadas Kaviraj Goswami as one of the prayers of invocation at the beginning of Caitanya Caritamrita. He was aged when he began, but the devotees of Vrndavan implored him to compile his great work from the notes of Srila Raghunath Das Goswami, who had been eyewitness to the pastimes of Sri Caitanya at Jagannath Puri.

I’ve been traveling in India since the middle of November and had been under a doctor’s orders to be walking on crutches for six weeks, trying to avoid a hip surgery. So was, physically, a bit lame, but trying to access the kind of humility exhibited by the great Kaviraj Goswami, who is quoted above.

I often consider that I am blind also. That Krsna, God, is everywhere - in every atom, between every atom, in the hearts of every living being - and yet I see Him nowhere. This is the blindness of those of us in this material world, who have turned away, turned our backs on the One Who loves us the most.

We’ve chosen to leave Goloka, His eternal place where He enjoys playful loving pastimes with His devotees, to come here to try to play out our own mini God projects. ‘Can I pretend to be the center of all existence?’ And how is that working out for you, dear soul who has turned away?

Srila Prabhupada used to use this analogy of the blind and the lame to illustrate the tension between East and West. Years ago, India had no technology like the West, so India could not function - or walk - the way the West could do.  And the West could function well, but had no vision of the purpose of life. What is the purpose of technology anyway?

So he would say that if the lame one can get up on the shoulders of the blind one, then the two of them can help each other to both walk and see well.

These days, the tables are turned. The West is turning to India for technology, and the East is turning to the West for its culture. The internet is everywhere, addictive behaviors are being touted everywhere… and without wisdom, both the blind ones and the lame ones - the world over - are falling into a ditch.

But in the holy books of Bhakti, in the words of great sadhus, like Kaviraj Goswami, we can begin to see, to regain our vision. By the grace of Sri Radha and Madan-mohana, we can regain the strength to walk, and break open the treasure trove of wisdom that’s been gifted to us by those who have traversed the path before us.

All the best,

Rukmini Walker

 

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Om, Ang, Ung, Ong, and Amen

by Pranada Comtois

I had so much fun writing that title. Isn’t it absolutely cool? I mean the sound. Say it out loud, it sings!

In Music as Yoga Patrick Bernard explains that these sounds are variations of the same syllable of primordial sound–a spiritual energy with creative and transformative powers linked to the essence of consciousness. With this premise Mr. Bernard begins his description of mantra (sound) meditation, also known as kirtan or japa.

The syllables in the title above originate from Sanskrit, Chinese, Tibetan, Japanese, and Hebrew/Islam. Though I intone mantras in Sanskrit, I love the title of this blog as a mantra. I can practically hear a chorus singing it. Anyone up for composing a tune?

Back to the subject. Though claim for linguistic associations and root origins can fuel heated debate among scholars, Mr. Bernard isn’t advancing an argument along those lines about these syllables. Rather, he proposes that the sounds are similar in their effects on humans.

Meditation’s commonly understood and experienced influence, whether it be meditation with breath, mantra, postures, or focusing the mind on the Now, is a relaxation response and oftentimes can produce physical and psychological healing.

While these positive benefits are worthwhile, they are not the essence of mantra meditation or other meditative processes from India. Mantras contain the power to liberate the mind and put us in direct contact with spirit.

That’s a big claim. To understand how that might be possible, let’s start with the more obvious.

You might have noticed how your body responds to sirens screaming around you. Compare that to sensations you feel when listening to melodic instrumental music. Or imagine for a moment the physical reactions you’d have to the sound of bombs dropping from the sky and exploding nearby compared to the contagious deep belly laugh of an infant. Sound creates visceral response and subtle response in mood, thoughts, and outlook.

Numerous studies show how frequency modulations affect animals, water, plants, and humans both negatively and positively.

These facts partially explain the ancient claim that mantra meditation does more than change the body, mind, or emotions.

To understand how a mantra can be more than just a combination of words and sound capable of affecting the physical sphere, consider Plato’s argument that words denote concepts that are eternal, and the Upanishad’s explanation that certain sounds–-spiritual sounds–descend into this world from a transcendent one.

Vedic literature also states that, due to the nature of spirit, celestial sound is identical to what it names. Divinity’s qualities are eternality, knowledge, and concentrated bliss, even when it enters this world. In the superior reality, consciousness is not separate from form. In fact, form there is concentrated consciousness. Thus a body, a tree, or a desire is all pure consciousness, not inert, but aware.

Okay, okay. I’ve gotten a bit esoteric. The point is that spirit is more powerful than matter and bringing it into your life will transform you in practical ways. Matter cannot change spirit or dictate its own qualities on spirit. So transcendental sound, or mantra, in this world doesn’t have to pass through layers or barriers to touch the self and reveal the divine. Simply by speaking it!

This is the point of mantra according to all Eastern thought.

But not all mantras are created equal. Every mantra–whether one from its origins in the Eastern spirituality of India, or the mantra-oriented traditions like Buddhism, Sikhism, or Jainism, or the spell-like song of daily speech–has a specific meaning and goal.

Choosing a mantra depends on what you want. Be clear on what you want; you’ll get it. And hankering for money, sex, or other worldly fruit leaves one empty because the benefits are temporary gains unable to mitigate the self’s burning desire for union with the Supreme.

The Kali Santarana Upanishad (one of the principle Upanishads) claims the mantra: Hare Krishna, Hare Krishna, Krishna Krishna, Hare Hare/ Hare Rama, Hare Rama, Rama Rama, Hare Hare is a primary mantra for deliverance in the current cosmic season of discord. It’s a celebratory call of love for God that cleanses the mirror of the mind and heart so that you can see yourself and God in the heart sitting next to you.

And as thousands who have taken up chanting Hare Krishna will attest, chanting with a heart open to loving our Divine Friend Krishna brings unbounded joy, even ecstasy, not found in any other activity, process, or relationship.


Pranada Comtois is a devoted pilgrim and author of Wise-Love: Bhakti and the Search for the Soul of Consciousness, which has received four industry awards in spirituality and body/mind/spirit. She is a featured speaker in the film “Women of Bhakti.”

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